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Feb. 22nd, 2006

captain harry

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so I can barely walk because of track, but at least I didn't black out today... I like scott much better than brian... so anyways, I was on the school computer today in the library lab, and I typed in www.livejournal.com and it went straight to the library of congress... any ideas? oh yeah, and facebook.com sucks!!!! anyways, I will write again when I ain't so sore!!!!
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Feb. 18th, 2006

captain harry

SHARPIE!

Sharpie

Aqua Sharpie

"Deep sea diving anyone?"


What Color Sharpie Are You? (25 different colors) Updated!
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Feb. 12th, 2006

captain harry

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Dear Cupid,

This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department.

Bassrokr73 gave me an STD which makes my skeleton want to jump out of my body.
Aerlind painted a nude portrait of me.
Earthbound225 bought me a dildo then creepily winked at me.

So as you can see it's been a hectic year. Can you please make No-pain-no-jane hook up with me this Valentine's day?

Sincerely,
loupooh

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Feb. 9th, 2006

captain harry

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ok emma, this one's for you:

You yelled at me, all I did was talk to a friend yet you were mad
You act as if I never call you or even try to talk to you,
and maybe that's true. But I never say you making the effort either
Only when I might become better friends with the guy that you like
Do you try to talk to me, but only because you are angry
that I might want a friend that's not you. You know him more than I do
sure but since when did that matter? I thought that you would never hurt me
But tell my why my heart is breaking. I try to tell you how I feel
about the way that you act towards how I feel. You say something
that makes sense, but when I think about it, it seems to annoy me
I try to feel the way I feel but i really don't need your protection
I need to spread my wings and fly, all i have to do is try
You want to protect me, I know you do, but I don't need it no more
I've learned to live with myself the way I am, trust me, I'm fine.
No matter what words come from my fingers, I won't hold a knife to my skin.
I may say I will, but in the end I won't, I know I can't cause that kind of pain.
so just let me be, I might be angry for a while, but I'll get over it soon
and we'll be fine, just leave me alone for a week or two, and when I'm ready
I'll call.

Emma, maybe you can get it now
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Jan. 30th, 2006

captain harry

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so yeah, ummm... I am kinda stuck here, sitting around thinking about how I like this other guy to, and Tommy, and I don't know what do to, because I'm kinda stuck here... and I don't know, I kinda wanna ask ONE of them to the sadie's, but I'm afraid to ask either of them... so yeah, any advice at all????? much luvs to you guys!
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Jan. 25th, 2006

captain harry

HELP!!!!!!!!!

ok so... there is a sadie hawkins dance coming up... that's the first thing you have to know... now you have to know that I REALLY like this one guy at my school, and he told me that he likes me too, the only problem is, that he has a girlfriend... I want to ask him to the Sadie's, but 1. I'm afraid of rejection... and 2. He has a girlfriend, which might cause a problem, you know? so if anyone has some kind advice for the suffering heart, I would love to hear it!
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Jan. 22nd, 2006

captain harry

Emma and Hannah's "Quiz"

About You...

1. If you could name yourself anything, what would you name yourself? Alyssa
2. What would your name be if you were the opposite gender? Matt
3. Is your bed made?NO! are you insane, I never make my bed
4. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? If so, what is it?yes, I sleep with horhay my piggy!
5. At what age did you stop playing with dolls? never
6. Do you wear a watch regularly? If so, on what hand?no and on my imaginary arm
7. Do you like mint flavored things?yummy!
8. Who is your least favorite actor/actress?actor:The guy that plays eddie on that's so raven Actress: KATE BOSWORTH
9. What is your favorite radio station? 98.5 ... KYGO!
10. Where is your dream house located? up your butt! lol, i actually have no idea

Which is Better?

1. Mushrooms or French Toast?MUSHROOMS
2. Pippin or Merry?sorry emma, but Merry
3. Peanut of plain M&Ms?PLAIN! peanuts are just PLAIN GROSS! lol, get it?
4. Mechanical or regular pencils?mechanical
5. Baseball cap or cowboy hat?Depends...
6. Skiing or Snowboarding?boarding all the way
7. Heat or air conditioning? HEAT
8. Mystery, Action, or Romance? All of the above!
9. Dogs or cats?doggies
10. Frontage Road or Freeway?freeway
11. Shower or Bath?shower
12. Tea or Hot Chocolate or Coffee?tea...
13. Mittens or gloves?gloves
14. Pirates of Ninjas?NINJAS!!!!
15. Steelers or Broncos? BRONCOS
16. Corvette or Mustang (car)?mustang
17. Rats or Mice?mice
18. Mountains or Plains or Oceans?OCEANS... you can lose yourself in them and just think
19. Marshmellows or Chocolate Chips?marshmAllows... especially marshmAllow taffy!
20. Emma or Hannah?sorry Hannah, but I'm going to have to say Emma!
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Jan. 18th, 2006

captain harry

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hey guys... I don't feel like posting a tittle, so I'm not going to, but just so you know, um... I'm not really in a good mood, kinda listening to bad day and thinking... My family just flew in from Virgina, so everything is hectic... but mainly, I'm just feeling inferior to all of Tommy's friends that are girls... and I'm afraid that when he and amanda break up, that he will want to go out with the other Amanda, not me, which I don't know, might happen. I'm just afraid of rejection i guess, I mean I act like I can deal with it, because I have to be strong for my friends, because I am the fixer of all problems, but it's not ok with me... so yeah...but for Jane and Kristi and everyone else dealing with crap, I will sit there and pretend to be ok while I fix the crap in their lives... but ya know whatever

Jan. 17th, 2006

captain harry

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hey guys... it's been a while
I'm confused, because everyone is having a really bad day and I'm just kinda depressed lately and everything sucks... I want to stop avoiding Tommy, but I can't because it's kinda weird seeing him at school... and I'm just kinda wondering if what he said on sunday night is true, but whatever
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Jan. 11th, 2006

captain harry

ARGH!

so why are sudenly my two best friends extremely happy and leaving me cute and happy comments and all I can do is sit here and want to cry, die, all the same thing, I don't know, maybe I just can't handle myself, maybe I just should take the knife to my wrist... I would hurt people if I did it, but I'd be happy at least.... I'm so selfish, just another thing to add to my list of why I'm a bad person, I feel like nobody understands, but I know they do, and I know that deep down in my heart, if I did bring the knife to my wrist I would miss my girls more dearly than anything that I have ever missed before, but I don't care right now... I just want to die before getting to a place where I can sleep and be happy all day and nobody would care what I did, and I could survey everything happening to my friends, but not be here where I have so much pain and sorrow collecting in my heart and in my soul... I just need to let myself go and let myself get lost in myself... I jut need to think about why I'm a bad person, and why I can't ever seem to be happy, I want to set my self free, but I can't because I would mess up and then everybody would get all wonky again, and I would be back under inspection with a shrink again, and don't get me wrong, I like my shrink, I just don't feel like going back to him for this... and I just want to run away, because if I did, no one would look for me except for my best girls... who would search day and night until they found me, but even then, if there was no finding me, they would give up, and forget me, and live their lives, but maybe just maybe somebody else cares, though I doubt it... wow this is a long rambling... and it's making me cry, knowing that I feel this way...
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